Seriously? I don't know what I'm trying to prove anymore.

I don't know why I can't get this sandpaper-like feeling off my tongue.

Why did my throat burn tonight?

i am an idiot

but I cant seem to get tired of all my loved ones thinking i am one too... or worse, a failure... maybe even a waste of anything and everything.

why why why why why why

what I have done

you would think I would get used to regret by now.