Growing up, you know what cannot be emphasized enough? The same idea is expressed in so many different words: when we're young everything feels like it's the end of the world. I know it's true not only from the books I read but from experience. Every little whispered secret that turned into an opera crushes one's world worse than Katrina hitting New Orleans. One little missing smiley in text or chat is a sign for war. (That's technology for us) And one missing smile does not equate to sympathy but worry over did I do something wrong? Do you see the trend? When we hit our teens we're so caught up in feeling old when we've experienced nothing at all. All we care about is ourselves. Me. Me. Me. All our doubts in this age are trivial matters... only I think we'll only realize it in maybe, five years.

I know what's pissing me off right now is fucking stupid but I cant help it that those words that were written about me... sort of immortalize. Will I be remembered as such forever? I care about being thought of like that right now... but when it finally hits me and I grow up, will it even matter?

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If you notice that there are a lot of errors, I'm sorry. I've never been one to proofread. :|

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Awesome day with Thea!:D