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It´s true. It´s so much easier to be angry than admit you´re hurt. So here, I´m doing. I am hurt. two things
At this point, I know you must be ticked off about all these nonsense messages I send you. What do you care about this, that, or him, right? The truth is, every time I open the new message window I only want to tell you one thing: I miss you and especially the way we were. Instead of telling you the truth, I'm filling your inbox with nonsense and trivial stories. When knowing you, you'd rather hear about the real things I'm doing here and not what I'm drinking or whom I'm crushing on... I just want to say I miss knowing what you did every single day... I miss the way you'd greet me every day... I miss telling you things. I miss you. I guess it's the price I pay for this experience and this education. Someone told me that the people back in Manila will move on without you... but you left them first. I can't expect things to be the same... but I want to know that you still care even a little. ___________________________________________________________________ I get it. Your life is hard. You don't know what to do. But bitch, I am not your fucking punching bag. Shut up. SHIT. Give up. Go home for all I fucking care.
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